Notebooks
I just love the look, feel, and smell
of a fresh, unused notebook! It has no mistakes in it, no blotted out
words, no improper spelling or grammar. It can hold it's head high
unabashedly! (Metaphorically speaking, of course). Then we come along
and write, or draw in it, and the new crisp look, feel, and smell all
go away quickly. The notebook enters a new stage in it's existence, a
stage when it gets utilized. So many different things can be written or
drawn inside it! What it will contain all depends on the owner of that notebook. Maybe it
will be used as scratch paper for math, maybe it will be used for
quickly jotted down notes (after all, it is a
notebook!).
Maybe someone will use it as a journal, and it will hold the secrets,
dreams and daily life. Or, a writer might make an outline
of a story in it! The mystery of what the notebook will hold can only
be known one page at a time. Poetry? The thought of someone spilled
out on paper? Or just a plain shopping list?! The notebook has so
much potential. The notebook might not know what it will hold, but it
will hold something. Every notebook has something different written
in it. No two are exactly alike! They could be used for purely
practical use, or just the musing of a imaginative person (guilty as charged!). Despite the numerous ways each notebook could be used, they all
start out more or less the same. Blank, lined pages, waiting to be
filled. They may have white pages, yellow pages, purple pages, pink
pages, any color of pages. They come in different sizes: big, small, pocket
sized, and extra large! They come looking different, yet the same.
Every one of them will have something unique from any other notebook
inside of them. Some of them maybe used for similar purposes, but
they will all have at least slightly different contents. When the
notebook it all used up, they will tell a different story when you
look inside of them. That brings me to the third stage in the
notebooks existence: when all it's pages are filled. What happens to
it then? The notebook either gets put in a place of honor, forgotten about,
stored away to look at again sometime in the distant future, or is pitched. If a notebook has been put in a place of honor,
then we can safely assume that it has something inside it
that is extremely valuable to whoever owns it. If the notebook is
just forgotten about, but not thrown-away, then we can assume that it
has something of importance in it, but not of enough importance to
merit keeping careful track of it. If the notebook is being kept
someplace where it's easily accessed, but isn't actually accessed
that often, then we can assume it's contents are valuable, but not
necessarily something that one would want to be reminded of every
day. Lastly, if the notebook is just discarded, then one can
assume it has nothing of importance in it, and the notebook was
pretty much a waste.
Okay, so, sorry if
I bored you to death with that blabber up there, but I do love
notebooks. Of course I have a reason for going to such lengths to
discuss notebooks, (if I had no other reason to discuss them other than to convey to ya'll my love for 'em, then I probably wouldn't be posting about it...I might though, lol). Maybe some of you have caught on to what I'm going to say here,
but for those of you who haven't, here I go. I want to liken
these notebooks to us humans. We all start about the same. Sure some
of us will have lighter or darker skin, some of us will be bigger,
smaller, shorter, taller, but, really, there isn't much of a
difference with us yet. Eventually others start to see our unique
personalities, as they start to show through as we get a little
older. All our lives, our physical appearance will probably stay mostly the same, we may be scarred, but in the end, we have a human body, and no matter how malformed it may become, it is still just that: a human body! It is what is inside that body that counts (and of course I'm NOT talking tissue, blood, bones...yeah, you get me). All of us will have very different lives, some of us may
have similar things happen to us, but, in the end, each of us has a
individually unique experience of life. No one has had the same exact
experiences as you, or I, and no one ever will. Each one of our
notebooks of life, holds a different story. The primary question then is: what is the story? Is it
something others will want to look on, something that will be put up
in a place of honor? Will you be well known everywhere, someone who
will be in the history books? Will you be remembered as someone who
made a difference? Will people who know you, see your life and examine themselves because of you? Will you inspire people to become better? Will you be a reflection of the most high God? Will people you know look back on your life, and use it as an example of how they should be living theirs? Will your life be remembered?
Or will your life be one that was wasted?
You can't control everything that goes into your notebook, but you can decide how you'll respond to everything, and how you respond is what people will remember.
I love this! really good Bekah :)
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